Tuesday, December 04, 2007
I have come to realise tat i deserve nothing in life.
Becoz there is nothing tat i wish for happens.
All my wishes are becoming nothing but wishes!
Great isn't it :) * That was suppose to be sacarstic*
My Wishes all remain as wishes,
My Dreams are dreams...
It is either i haven woke up from my sleep or that i i wish something i should not be wishing for.
Yea, i do get it. I do get on people's nerves at times. But ever thought how much i have given in?
Does it seem fair to me when u get on my nerve but i can't do the same thing? Amazing uhuh.
I know that there is nothing in me to show off. I do agree with all of you.
I din ask you guys to be proud of me. I din request you guys to treat me like royal highness.
All i want is something that i can make you guys proud of me. If i can't reach up to all the different expectations all of u all have for me, then it's okai. I'll try my best. If i have embarassed you while doing so, i'm sorry. If you don't want me to try or that you want me to stop trying, let me know. I'll walk away. see, it is easy to say but the hard part is when doing it.
Once again to you guys out there who think i am not up to ur standard, ur class ur whatever, tell me. don't keep it to yourself and give me a disappointed tone/look when i fail to do it. I'll just slap myself hard on the face, pull my ears and rake out my brains, hand them over to u and walk away. Although the walk away is impossible after raking out my brains :X
Just random thoughts, so no worries.
Love you guys.