Monday, January 22, 2007
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!
ABOUT 5kg SHOULD BE ENOUGH.
I KNOW I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT!!!
MY CLOTHES FIT ME NOW!
I DUN LIKE!!!
so my aim now is 5KG --> 2 WEEKS TO LOSE...
is it possible? maybe yes...
since i can lose about 8 kg in 1mth...
5kg to lose shouldn't be that hard but maybe i got to lose it in the hard way
*pukes at thought*
i know i am being paranoid or something but it is just a girl thing maybe...
i just feel better when i know i am thinner than b4.
i feel good la. i have much better confidence.
thaipusam is coming, valentine is coming, outings are on the way &
i plan to change my wardrobe!!!
seriously i need clothes for school. i am sick of my mom, sis and frens complaning that i am a fashion disaster! i am la, i know that but still i need cash for clothes.
Thus i also need a JOB!
someone help me...
i need to gain cash and lose weight!
i wan to maximum 52kg. NO more but definitely less :)
i know i am nuts about this but really.
i feel very f**ked up about this.
oh yes, i just realized that i have my very own personal trainer!!!
so yes.. i should be making good use of him :)
hahah.. i am evil...
so i got to lose weight and then start toning up...
and i wan to do and achieve results before school re-opens again in april for yr3!
so when school re-opens, *ta-da* a new me..
whoo!!!!
maybe i am dreaming too much of the impossibility.
hey, i can dream too :P
i shall continue dreaming...
& i will start working towards my new aim.
all support me!!!
no more junk food.
no more food after 8pm.
no more laziness.
no more nonsense.
no more weight gaining!!!