Wednesday, November 01, 2006
The feeling of being unwanted is killing me...
in my own world of darkness,
i wait with hope.
that someday u will come.
to brighten up my world...
i waited this long...
i am still waiting...
i will continue to wait...
I cared tooo much about the present that i forgot to think about my future...
i am here, sitting at the school lib, posting my random thoughts...
was just msning vicky... was reflecting back...
is it you that i wan in life?? i am refering to someone else tat i meet years ago.. i waited this long for things to happen on it's own but to no avail. my gut feeling says to wait but my surrounding prompt me to move on. what should i do?? i am puzzled.. someone help me. words stuck in my throat and refuse to come out. Instead they take form as tears.. as they pour down my cheeks, i think about the options in life...
shld i ? shld i not? i have waited this long and i can wait. but if i wait, am i going watch all the good things in life go past me?
i know what, i have given myself a time due. i'll wait til tat day comes, if things dun progress, i am going to move on in life. i deserve a chance too...
yea, i deserve a chance =]