Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I just realised how much frens have been using me...
i know the fact that i do look like a sucker to all but please refrain from making use of me. it is not that i can react back. But if i do, i know that it is going to cause alot of problems. i dun knw why were u like tat? i mean those times when i din make the mistakes and yet i chose to apologize. what were they for? i know the value of the word sorry but i doubt you know. i have apologized to u on behalf of many people at times. what did i get in return? nth but a 'can't-be-bothered feeling'. i just wish that i was those kind of people who had heart made of rock. but i can't bring myself to do that. i know the feeling of pain when people dun appreciate me. i also happen to know what is it like to be made use of. u knw what? i give up la... i am sitting like a idiot wanting to cry becoz u hurt my feelings. but u in return will be studying for tml's lesson... relaxing.. lost in ur own HAPPY world... i dun deserve this you knw... just becoz i am a girl dun think that i can't retaliate. if i do, i promise you that things wun be wat they seem to be now =D