Tuesday, July 04, 2006
*ARGH*
I JUST HAVE A FEELING THAT I AM NOT DOING THE RIGHT THING. I AM VERY SORRY MY FREN, I KNOW THAT I AM BETRAYING THIS FRENSHIP OF OURS BUT I DUN KNW WHICH DIRECTION TO TAKE. ACTUALLY, I KNOW WHICH DIRECTION I WAN TO TAKE BUT I DUN THINK I AM BRING FAIR TO MYSELF. NEVERTHELESS, OUR FRENSHIP IS MUCH MORE IMPT TO ME THAN MYSELF. SO I AM GONNA ACT LIKE A ROCK WITH NO FEELINGS AND ACT AS IF EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL. BUT DO LOOK INTO MY EYES AND U WILL KNOW THAT I AM NT FINE. PLEASE, DUN ASK ME WHY I AM NOT FINE 'COZ I DUN WAN TO SAY IT.... TO MUCH PAIN WHEN THINKING ABT IT. JUST IMAGINE IF I SAY IT... I KNW THAT IT WLD BE THE LAST WORDS I WOULD BE SPEAKING ...
THANK YOU
p.s: my fren i really treasure tat frenship of ours. i dun wan anything to ruin it cos i wun be able to bear it... please forgive me for making the mistake.
