Tuesday, March 14, 2006

There are so many people we meet in life...
But only some leave footprints in out memories...
We call those ppl special ppl,
ppl whom we think are very special for us.
We would want to do almost anything to make them feel special.
Special in terms of we do things that they like e.g. if they like to get involved in some kind of activity, we try to join them.
We do special things to make them feel cared, loved and special.
We remember their likes n dislikes, their bdae's, special details abt them...
Who do u really include in ur special list?
Ur family? Ur best frens? Ur classmates? Ur teachers? Ur dentist?
It is mostly made up of ppl who have made a difference in ur life...
In tat case, isit rite for me to say tat my father made a difference in my life?
YES!!! He is my father...
But am i the same to him?
He doesn't even remember my bdae..
Believe it? He doesn't remember. ( today is nt my bdae)
I am talking abt my 17th bdae... last yr...
I was expecting him to wish me...
Each time he called, i was expecting him to wish me...
Is it wrong to look forward to it? After all i am his first child...
How could he forget tat it was my bdae...
He called home 3-4 times but din even had the slightest idea tat it was my bdae...
I cried...
I just can't take it...
Not only him, but my uncle too...
I can't be going around saying tat it was my bdae...
if u think i was special, it would have occured to u tat u have missed sth...
I mean, i do have tat feeling when i happen to forget some special wish i am suppose to give someone...
One such incident was my parents' register anniversary...
I was going nuts tat whole day complaning to my mom tat it was a special day to someone but i just can't recall who was it... I was pratically going nuts....
I was " How can i forget? I knw there is sth special today but who it is for? *argh*"
It just so happens tat it was my cuzin's bdae too...
My mom told me tat it was his bdae, then i told her " No, it's nt his bdae tat i forget. Sth else..."
In the end, my mom pityed me and told me tat it was her register anniversary...
I was like " oh, now i remember... sorry ma, i just cldn't recall..."
She said nvr mind 'coz she knew tat i just cldn't recall...
Tat's my mom...
A special person in my life... In fact a VERY^100000000000 special person in my life...
I just dun knw wat wld i do without her...

Oh ya..
Presenting to u my mom n me!